I love my husband and would do almost anything under the sun for him, but it is in moments when I’m leaving without him or he without me that have been those moments when I’ve realized how big my love is for him. In the past I thought it was crazy if I heard someone say “I love them more each day”…blah blah blah that simply couldn’t be real. But, it is and I do. I don’t always show it the way he deserves but I do love him more than yesterday, but not as much as I’ll love him tomorrow.
I was given an incredible opportunity to fly back to Michigan and go to the Detroit Tiger’s Opening Day with one of my best friends in the world. Toben was the one that pushed me to buy the ticket and convinced me that I couldn’t miss another home opener with Kim. I know he would have loved to come with us, but not one time did he ask me if I could find a ticket for him too. *I did offer by the way in case you’re reading this and thinking that I’m some cold hearted…
But, leaving his was extra hard this week because he’s been sick. Really sick. And while he’s on medicine and will get better there is this part of me that needs to be the one to help him. I cry every time we say goodbye at the airport, but when we were driving to the airport this time I cried on and off the entire way here (he didn’t know that). I realized how hard it is to see him sick, he’s always my rock and trust me that in the past 3 years I’ve needed a rock more times that I’d like to admit. His love and the love I have for him, is simply unexplainable to me.